MERRY X'MAS...(AS IF I'M HAVING FUN...)

Merry xmas...
well, thats not exactly wut i have been thinking these days
oh,come, to be honest, i dont rly care abt the xmas...
wuts the point of having this holiday when all ur families are far far away and all ur friends went home?
NO POINT EXACTLY, NOT AT ALL...

I cant sleep at night and my tooth pains like hell
what a 'wonderful' gift of xmas,huh?
and someone might just find someone else
ha, why on earth should i care abt that

oh,god, i hate the holiday so much
i wish someone could punch me right now so that i can just fall into the endless darkness and forget everything

i need some rest, seriously...
and god damn it!
i miss him...
and he has no idea abt that
damn it...

Sorry,i swear too much...

WHY ON EARTH AM I IN THE LIBRARY R8 NOW?!

I got no life...damn....
why on earth am i sitting in the library alone on a sunny wednesday afternoon???
dont wanna go to tutorial 2moro
dont wanna do any bloody accounting exercise
dont even wanna cook nor eat
the whole bristol is going out 2nite and i have to sit here trying to finish the work.
oh, and my teeth hurt like hell.
and oh, just now, met someone i dont wanna meet while the one i do wanne meet is not here (probably is sleeping at home), which makes me feel rly rly rly down...
i guess i could be less down if i dont need to hand in the accounting thing 2moro.
it's just soooooo FRUSTRATING:(

oh,no,i got no life...
okay,have to stop bullshiting and get back to work...
ahhh, everyone is leaving during the holiday except me.
im gonna miss u, hmm, u guys...