PranavMistry---The Six Sense

Amazing technology.

The idea of taking the real life objects into our digital world is truly genius!

How much longer do I have to wait?

The level of how much I am pissed off is getting higher and higher.

Although it is not shown directly, I bet all my dear flatmates have sensed it when I didn't show up for dinner and went to bed at 5pm yesterday.

My luggage with my books, cloths, shoes and everything else I need in my life in is still out somewhere.

How I wish I could twist my anger into a rock-hard ball and throw it right to the face of UK delivery system. Oh, and KLM company as well.

Sorry, please understand how much I want to get this anger out of my chest.

I know it will come one day but I still hate waiting.

The only thing worse than waiting is......waiting for something you don't know whether it will come or not.

The suffering is slow and could be extremely painful.

It's like an iron string growing on your bone, cutting your flesh into pieces.

You can feel the blood running down and the body getting colder and colder. But you can never die.

That pain shows how much you want the thing to come and how much you don't believe it will.

And every time when you are sucking the sweetness of memory, it never gets enough.

Like a desperate vampire looking for real blood.

I really hope my luggage will come today. It is not a pleasure to live like a walking dead body.

Mum

I was trying so hard not be like my dear mother

Then one day I realised

I was been exactly the same as my mother

How depressing it is.

I need a gun, a cigarette, a cup of tea, some flower, some music

a bed

a secret

a mouth full of sweet lies

It's cold and I'm cold

Relationship is confusing. It is very confusing.

Being leicester this weekend for S's Bday, I met the girls again.

We were sitting together in a chilly but cozy room and one started talking,

'My boyfriend....' So here we go again, relationships. What else do u expect us to talk about on a Friday night?

Most of us have boyfriends and most of us got troubles. A is not happy about the fact that her bf always puts work before her. She kinda accepts that she is not the priority in his world but every time when he acts like a workaholic, she cannot stop feeling upset and angry. So they fight. And they fight like they've been married for centuries, if you know what I mean. Well, it means the usual 'fake breaking-up procedure':

A guy and a girl are lying together on the same bed but with 20cm space between their bodies.

M:Why are you mad of me?

F: Aren't you know I was (here comes the reason why they start the fight, usually very tiny)

M: I thought you should...(in most cases, the guy will say he is actually thinking for the girl's benefit and that's why he made her wait/take the bus alone/go home early...)

F: How can I know that(the reason the guy did it) if you don't tell me?

M: I thought you know me well enough to get that

F:So you are saying I don't know you? What about you then? Don't you know I would rather go home early/ wait for you/ go there with you (basically the opposite thing that the guy told her to do)...

M:.....................silence(tired, can't be bothered to say anything, still don't see why girl is so upset when he was actually doing that for her own good)

F:(The girl gets even more angry then before from this point)

Okay, fine,since we don't know each other well, why don't we just break up then. What's the point of being together if we don't have a clue what the other one is thinking.

M: ....Are you seriously breaking up with me

F: YES

M: Fine(If the guy is not mature enough or is too angry right now to clean his mind).Let's break up then.

The guy and the girl are still lying on the same bed but with their backs facing each other.

The girl is weeping.

10 or maybe 20 minutes later...

M: Come here

F:.......

M: Come here, baby

The girl (if she is not too stubborn)moves closer to the guy with his arm holding her shoulder.

This is the 'fake breaking-up procedure' and is exactly what I HATE about relationships.

B admits that she doesn't like his boyfriend as much as he does to her. There isn't any passion in it, at least not from her side.

The guy is more like a very close close friend who she has sex with.She does care him a lot for sure but with less love in it.

She kept saying that she thinks people should try to love what is good for them. So maybe she should still continue this relationship.

This is the kind of relationship which I don't like but understand.

Should there be compromise in relationships? If the answer is 'yes', how much should we compromise and to what extent?

This is like an eternal puzzle of life.

So I guess people don't need to be so jealous when they see couples walking on the street holding hands together. They might not be as happy as you imaged.

Oh,damn, it's cold and I'm cold.

It has been a long time

What's the difference between us and the others

I love your black eye shadows, your thick eye lash.

your soft skin with little freckles

bubbles, bubbles, bubbles

oops, they all break.

oh, my dear dear dreams.

Are you feeling fine

or are you feeling down

or are you feeling high

or are you feeling...numb

I don't know what is going on in your head

and I could not care less

I've seen the lights shining between us

oh, that was beautiful

as beautiful as tears of Eos

But but

oh,no

Why am I feeling so sorry.

I DON'T EVEN WANNA SAY SORRY

I am so sick of talking to her
SO SICK
BUT I CAN'T HANG UP THE PHONE
IF I DO, SHE WILL TALK EVEN MORE NEXT TIME

HOW CAN I CALM DOWN
I NEED TO CALM DOWN.

ALONE

I'm walking alone in the dark night.

The world shines its own mysterious face above my head.

I know we are all tired.
Sitting toghther, hoping to find comfort from someone else's shoulder.

Life is like the firework.
It blooms and goes. So beautiful, so fast.

So, tell me, you wise
Who is going to walk me home?

just random pics I took during the holiday