MERRY X'MAS...(AS IF I'M HAVING FUN...)

Merry xmas...
well, thats not exactly wut i have been thinking these days
oh,come, to be honest, i dont rly care abt the xmas...
wuts the point of having this holiday when all ur families are far far away and all ur friends went home?
NO POINT EXACTLY, NOT AT ALL...

I cant sleep at night and my tooth pains like hell
what a 'wonderful' gift of xmas,huh?
and someone might just find someone else
ha, why on earth should i care abt that

oh,god, i hate the holiday so much
i wish someone could punch me right now so that i can just fall into the endless darkness and forget everything

i need some rest, seriously...
and god damn it!
i miss him...
and he has no idea abt that
damn it...

Sorry,i swear too much...